
(Only about 6 months late, who's counting!)
10 months...wow! I guess it's time to start thinking about a birthday party!

(Leo received lots of love from the ladies while in IL.)
(9 months in, 9 months out!)
I think I have reached a heartbreaking decision...it's time to stop breastfeeding. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely LOVE nursing my babies. I nursed Jack for a year and I had every intention of doing the same (if not longer) for Leo. I love our quite moments together and the memory of nursing both of my boys will be something I will cherish forever.
Ever since his teeth started to pop up, he has been nibbling on me regularly. I figured it would pass as I never had this issue with Jack. However, with each new tooth the biting has become worse. Last weekend, the four little razors did a serious number on me and removed a good chunk of skin on an incredibly sensitive part of my body. Bandages and Neosporin have not been able to heal it due to the fact that I still have to nurse. I even resorted to only pumping on the one side. Either way it is extremely painful and has left me very hesitant to put anything near his mouth!
It's heartbreaking because there is a very good chance that this it. My last baby. The last time my body will do what it was truly made to do, grow and sustain life. I feel like I was just pregnant yesterday and now I am severing the last thing that connects me and Leo in the intimate little bond we have shared for the last 20 months.
Sweet boy, getting to know you over the last 10 months has been a joy and privilege. Thank you rounding out this family!
Mama
This post made me so happy and so sad in the exact same moment. He's so big...I can't believe we missed him this visit :( Give those beauties a kiss from me. Miss you all! xoxo
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